Showing posts with label In The Air Force. Show all posts
Showing posts with label In The Air Force. Show all posts

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Rainy Days Entice Memories and Senses!




Rain, Rain, lovely Rain!


It's raining, so what to do?  It's a downpour, heavy raindrops hit the window and roof. Such a lulling sound. Time seems to stand still. Then I begin to think about the past.

It wasn't a rainy day when I boarded the plane in Nashville, Tennessee to fly to San Antonio, Texas. Rather, it was a November day, the sun was shining, the air had a cool crisp feel, not cold, just the in between time as it moved from fall to winter. A southern fall day.  I had never flown on a plane before, but I was young, adventurous and with a group of young people my age headed to the same place, I felt no fear.  It was exciting!  Of course it didn't hurt that I was the only female in the group.  But wouldn't you know, they'd seat me beside an older woman traveling to San Antonio to meet her husband.  It didn't matter, I had started on my life.  As I look back, I realize the novelty of seeing and experiencing situations for the first time.  Such as sitting on a plane, talking with complete strangers from other parts of America.  I loved asking questions and learning about the person. It's something I still love to do, learn about who a person is and how they came to be moving to or from, how they met their spouse. That's one thing I enjoy when I travel by air, people watching.

I can't tell you how long the flight was, though I do know that it was daylight when we left and it was nighttime when we arrived. I know that we had a meal on the plane, though I couldn't tell you what the food was.  I know I could look out the window and see clouds that made me think of snow.  It appeared as though I could step out of the plane and land in a snowdrift, for I couldn't see anything below the clouds. It seemed as though we were flying on top of the world.

While it was exciting on the airplane, the minute we stepped off the plane we stopped being freebie civilians and started the journey of keeping quiet, following orders and becoming part of a pack.  We stepped off the plane talking, laughing and excited, when we entered the airport we were met by a uniformed dressed man who said he was our Sargent. He told us to "shutup and lineup. Don't ask questions, don't speak unless spoken too."

It was dark as we, in single file, marched, the best we could anyway, to the bus waiting outside.  We didn't say a word the whole trip from the airport to the base.  The adrenaline dissipated quickly, we were exhausted.  Once we arrived at the barracks, we were lead to a room that was called the "dayroom", we were given a blanket, pillow and were allowed to bring the small suitcase that had our pajamas and toiletries.  All the other suitcases stayed in the dayroom. Once we were assigned our group, a female in uniform for the women and a male dressed in uniform for the men led us to our barracks.  We were allowed to make our beds and brush our teeth.  It seemed we were given a very short time to carry this out before we were told lights out.

I lay there listening to the sounds and wondering about my roommate. I don't remember her name or even what she looked like.  It was ten o'clock at night when I drifted off to sleep.  

It seemed that I had just closed my eyes when I was jerked awake by this blaring bugle and someone knocking on the door telling me I had ten minutes to get dressed and make my bed, then meet outside.  It was still dark for Pete's sake! I jumped up, and ran to the restroom, brushing me teeth and meeting other girls doing the same thing.  This was a new experience, a room full of strangers, all girls, but strangers.  We all rushed back to make our beds, grab the clothes we had on the night before and make a mad dash out the door.  It was cold! I wasn't prepared for the coldness.  I was dressed for southern weather.  One thing was for sure, I was awake! 

Sunday, July 18, 2010

SIXTY-IS IT REALLY THE BEGINNING!




1966

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judy harper
2009

I look at the pictures I've posted above and wonder if sixty is the beginning.  I can't say I was excited about turning sixty, because I wasn't.  It made me start thinking about where I've been and how much time I have left, what will I do with th3 remaining time. I mean, I'm still trying to decide what I want to be! Though it seems I've spent most of my life trying to make that decision, being pulled in one direction, then seeing something else I wanted to do and switching to that path.  Looking back, I think I wasted a lot of time waffling, rather than sticking to what I dreamed about when I was twelve and on into my teens. There were two dreams I had, that of being a writer and wanting to be a heart surgeon. Later in life, I think being a heart surgeon was something to please everyone else.  Supposedly I was smart and could "do anything". Unfortunately, in 1966, that wasn't really for women, as schools weren't geared to help women find scholarships and schools or becoming a professional.  Especially, rural high schools. I did manage, on my own, to be accepted at Auburn, Alabama college of pre-med program, I even received a small grant. 

As a child, what personality did you have? Where you a Sanguine, happy, center of attention, always seeing the positive in life? Or were you a Choleric-bossy, the leader who gets things done or comes up with great ideas of things to do, know it all, thinking "hey, it's not my problem if they can't see what's right? Or maybe a Phlegmatic-easy to get along with unless someone pushed you to do something you didn't want to do, or at least right then; stubborn could be another description, can be a leader if needed, but usually waits for others to start, good with others (later on as an adult, with kids)? Or a Melancholic-the quiet one at times, shy, unsure; loved to draw, paint, write, but never aware of how good you are, always questioning your talent?

Me, I'm the Melancholic, mixed in with Phlegmatic.  I loved to read and pretend I traveled to the places I read about.  When I was between ten and twelve I wrote a story that someone said was really good and when I was in the tenth grade Literature class, my teacher, Miss Blansit, continually praised my writing.  Our final project in the class was studying Macbeth and our final grade depended on doing something relating to the story.  I wrote a suicide letter from Lady Macbeth.  Miss Blansit asked if she could keep it, because she had never had anyone do that before and it was good.  She wanted to use it in future classes. Talk about being on top of the world! I kept a journal and was faithful up until 1997, then my journals became sporadic writing. I never really focused on being an author.  I let life interfere.

I didn't go to college, the grant I received only paid for books, not for room and board.  My mom had a car accident and any funds from my family were impossible.  So I joined the Air Force, because, at that time, getting married, having children and living on Sand Mountain wasn't something I wanted to do, even though I let myself become engaged to a really nice guy.  Every time he wanted to discuss a date or where, I became antsy, I felt trapped.  Years later, I envied those who did fall in love, bought a home and had a stable life.  I wondered if what I did was worth it.  Joining the Air Force was exciting and strange as it may seem, my mom was for it, though my dad wasn't.  I was only seventeen when I graduated in May 1966 and you had to be eighteen to join.  So I had to wait until November 1966 to officially join.  I remember my luggage and trunk packed with clothes, an iron, bed sheets and towels.  We had to bring all things needed for hygiene and beds.   My family drove me to the bus station at Huntsville, Alabama where I then headed to Nashville, Tennessee to be sworn in and fly to Lackland A.F.B., San Antonio, Texas! I actually flew on a plane! I remember standing with the other men and women who had joined, being sworn in to "protect home and country".  It was awesome, even choking me up and bringing tears to my eyes! I was finally needed for what I felt was an important duty. Plus it was exciting! Not knowing what was ahead, I now had started my life and maybe I could do "anything" I wanted.  It was the feeling among the group of young people I was with, it was during the Vietnam war.  We were going to make a difference!

I'm going to have to continue this story tomorrow. So y'all have a good day, enjoy the summer Sunday.  Actually, I'm not able to walk today, that's the reason I'm at home rather than at church.  I have an appointment with my orthopedic doctor tomorrow.  It seems my right leg, especially the knee and hip, is giving me a problem, I'm having trouble sitting and getting up, kinda painful! So y'all have a good one!